23/7/20

Yin

You have the tendency to go backwards
You back away
You feel shy in my hold
You let me win without a figth.

But at all those times
There is always a second thought
You have someone in your mind
Someone who is not me.

I know how it is
We have talked endlessly about this
I'm not the same person
Since five years ago.

I get your mind
Almost as much as I get mine
It's a difficult maze to be in
But one can manage so well.

Some people already barked at me
saying I'm too good
But they don't know me that much
Nor the people still residing in my heart.

It's not love tho
It's just like yours:
It's an unnamed force 
Between longing, and wonderings.

I get how you feel
You don't have to pull alone
I'm here for you
And your intermitent crying.

Except, you don't have to cry forever
I'm not mad at you
We are only human
And we live just once.

You are not mine to keep
Nor I'm yours to restrain
Not at least in this solid earth
Were possibilities come and go.

As long as we're equals
I'd be by your side
Now, tomorrow, always
Whenever you want me to.