For starters, some feelings slipping thru my words and actions.
For you, it could be simple and shy handholding. For me, it's instant combustion.
For you, it could be a sincere "are you okay?", but for me it's like a thousand words I can't yet phrase correctly.
Sometimes, an unconventional hug out of nowhere, or the words "I care about you",
"Let me make it better".
Other times a simple wave.
A rumble in my heart, and then and there, you've got everything from me. Or at least, everything I've wanted to hide from you.
When I care, love, someone, you definetely can sense it from a thousand miles. I'm that obvious.
One of the reasons why I hate to let people inside: I'm too stubborn to let go.
But... not with everyone.
Specific ones, the least drawn, the most annoying ones.
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I let your grip hold me closer, and I smell spring and flowers around our soft atmosphere. It's my birthday.
Your smile is the best birthday gift I could receive. I long, yearn for it every year. It's a special one, only directed at me and me only.
When did I become so painfully attached to such a simple gesture?
Why doesn't it feel scary, as other things associated with such a big word like love do? I guess it could be because of you. You make everything easy.
I love that from you, you know. How easy and reachable you are. How in the midst of the occasional chaos of people coming my way to congratulate me you still manage to take my whole attention, by just feeling your carefree attitude towards such challenge. I'm as drawn to your energy as the stars to the moon in this wonderful evening made of the purest of loves..
The soul bond kind.
I don't want to let go, not yet, not ever.
Your hugs last decades in time, and I couldn't feel happier.
I let myself smile and simply hold you a little bit closer and closer. I want to smell more of your scent, so airy and intoxicating. I want you to give me more light kisses near my ear. I want us both to be out of here with so many people, to dig in for more cuddles, and caressings, and warmth warmth warmth...!
..You got me good. I'm afraid I fell too hard tonight, and I won't be able to go back up.