28/6/20

Desire

I've got such a wild imagination
About you, about us
About your lips in sync with mine
Biting my neck, devouring my soul
Making me feel detached of reality
Speechless

I still can feel your touch
So very warm
So very hopeful.
I wasn't ready to admit it
But damn
Everybody was so fucking right

You have such beautiful eyes.

I stop
I breathe, I see around me
I see everything red
It all remembers me about you
About your voice..about your hands
About you just being yourself

And me, of course, melting under your piercing gaze.
You are not here tho.
And I groan and kick my bedsheets.

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I love to dance around you
To twirl behind your gaze, to be mischievous
To conquer with every detail
To feel powerful, big in your mind.
It sounds so mean right now.. to be drunk into you
But not letting you go
Not letting you drink the wine with me
But I love your expressions
Your moments
The lowering of your voice.. so calm, yet contained.

I always win with you. I know how to get you around my finger.
I wonder how much time you will still let me, tho.

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I smirk when you talk to me, because you are so easy to read most of the time.
I know when you lie, and I know when you wish we could be here alone.
Such hopeless feelings, you experience.

We are very different, or at least, have different views on how love is made.
I am a lustful woman, full of wants.
While you, you believe in love.
Of couse I do too, but I don't like to indulge in it too much. It's such a bother sometimes.
Love makes things complicated, or so I'm told.

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You wear my words like a scarf around your neck
And right then and there, I feel invincible.

I always win.